it is up to you
few days ago, semasa sedang membelek2 buku latihan math lama, teringat tah pula kan prestasi my students masa first test ari tu. entah macamana kan, soalan tu memang gerenti sanang and jawapan pun ampai2 udah, pun banyak yang fail. then, terimbas pula my own prestasi dulu.
frankly, aku ni pun asalnya bukannya pandai sangat. ni kenyataan ni. however, yang membezakan saja ialah my will power. once i aim for something, i will try my very very best to achieve it. i still remember, masa PCE dulu (periksa darjah enam), i got very good grades. i always got the first place in the class masa tu. then, masa baru masuk form 1, we had this test. tup tup tup, dapat nombor 11 tarus. berkerut dahi tarus. i was telling myself, "tak boleh jadi ni. nampaknya, kawan2 dalam kelas ni bukan calang2. aku mesti berusaha kuat lagi."
since that day, i studied very hard. first, i aimed for the top 5 position for the next test. yes, i improved and gained the 3rd place. hmm, not bad. again, i looked forward for the next test, and this time i aimed for top 3. guess what, i got the 2nd place. and this was the position i was stucked to, since the top student atu masih lagi menggagahi her position. i tried again and again to beat her, masih lagi stucked with the 2nd place. i always looked forward for the next monthly test, dari form 1 sampai form 2 and tarus lah ke form 3. so, when did i beat her? masa BJCE (currently known as PMB). however, still i got the 2nd place jua. why? the first place went to my other friend. haiya...haha. walaubagaimanapun, puas hati lah pasal i got my revenge and mission accomplished. after that, when we were in form 4, i updated my own aim; to beat my friend atu.
what im sharing here is not intended to show that i am good. it is just, i strongly believe that most students nowadays are lacking in something in themselves, i.e. self confidence. yes, you really need it. if you want others to believe you, then believe in yourself first.
frankly, aku ni pun asalnya bukannya pandai sangat. ni kenyataan ni. however, yang membezakan saja ialah my will power. once i aim for something, i will try my very very best to achieve it. i still remember, masa PCE dulu (periksa darjah enam), i got very good grades. i always got the first place in the class masa tu. then, masa baru masuk form 1, we had this test. tup tup tup, dapat nombor 11 tarus. berkerut dahi tarus. i was telling myself, "tak boleh jadi ni. nampaknya, kawan2 dalam kelas ni bukan calang2. aku mesti berusaha kuat lagi."
since that day, i studied very hard. first, i aimed for the top 5 position for the next test. yes, i improved and gained the 3rd place. hmm, not bad. again, i looked forward for the next test, and this time i aimed for top 3. guess what, i got the 2nd place. and this was the position i was stucked to, since the top student atu masih lagi menggagahi her position. i tried again and again to beat her, masih lagi stucked with the 2nd place. i always looked forward for the next monthly test, dari form 1 sampai form 2 and tarus lah ke form 3. so, when did i beat her? masa BJCE (currently known as PMB). however, still i got the 2nd place jua. why? the first place went to my other friend. haiya...haha. walaubagaimanapun, puas hati lah pasal i got my revenge and mission accomplished. after that, when we were in form 4, i updated my own aim; to beat my friend atu.
what im sharing here is not intended to show that i am good. it is just, i strongly believe that most students nowadays are lacking in something in themselves, i.e. self confidence. yes, you really need it. if you want others to believe you, then believe in yourself first.
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